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Dreams Do Come True

 I am rather excited and terrified in equal parts. Two of my major goals are about to be realised.

The first was actually achieved last year during the lockdowns. With nowhere to go and no need to spend money I was able to pay out all my debts. I was so proud of myself, as this was the first time since I was 18 years old that I was not wondering where I might find the funds to pay my expenses.  Now for the first time I feel empowered financially. Being debt free, has truly freed me. 

My second goal, was to purchase a property to live in.  In the coming few months this dream will become a reality. I have been fortunate to be given government support to boost my buying power.  Being able to buy my own place as a solo woman is something I wanted, but never sure I would achieve. 

When I look back on my life over the last 10 years, I am proud of myself.  I have tackled my mental and physical health, have a loving relationship that suits me and not other people and learnt that is ok to have boundaries around my personal life and who I let in. Most important to me, I feel financially secure. 

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